Tag: alchemy

4D Collapse

The shift from 3D to 5D is so challenging that there is a whole dimension/density entirely devoted to this transition–4D. During this phase, our physical matter starts to die off as we form our new Light Body. In this time, we also integrate our Shadow and start merging into Unity Consciousness.

Gaia has already ascended to 5D and those on the ascension path have long since entered 5D. However, the Human Heart Grid and most of the consciousness of Humanity is just starting to rise into 4D consciousness. This means that we are entering into a time of Shadow Mastery on a grand scale.

Gaia has already begun the collapse of her 4D timelines and it is becoming less and less possible to manifest on this frequency. As these collapse in the Earth Grids, they collapse within our realities as well and we are forced to integrate/resolve the energies in those timelines. With 3D timelines, this meant the dissolving of Karma and working through Soul Contracts. None of these exist in our external realities anymore, once we resolve the energy within us. We can expect a similar type situation with the collapse of 4D, which is due at the end of 2018 and is already in progress. As these collapse, we can expect to be facing the remainder of our unintegrated shadows and densities.

Jupiter turns Retrograde in Scorpio

Jupiter Retrograde is in Scorpio from March 8 – July 10. This is going to shine a big spotlight on all that needs to be transformed and evolved within us. This might not be pretty, but definitely necessary. We have been clearing a lot to prepare for the collective unconscious to be revealed.

There is quite a division coming with Jupiter going Rx. If you Know Yourself and your inner demons, it will be a highly creative time with beautiful sexuality and romance. For those who have not done this work, it will no longer be possible to avoid self awareness. Scorpio is the Lightest Light, the Darkest Dark, and the transcendence of both. With this intense shadow revealing, there will also be mass transcendence that will surpass our wildest imaginings.

A lot is about to shift again. If you are deeply processing, don’t worry about taking time off these next few months. If you have already integrated awareness of your shadow, this will be an abundant time to focus on your goals. Fill your heart with Love, find your determination, and you are unstoppable.

Jupiter retrograde in Scorpio will expand our understanding of the Shadow, increase Kundalini Activations, further awaken our dream awareness and recall, and trigger mass awakenings. It could be turbulent for those who have not been keeping up on this work. Hold a space of Love for All.

Shadow Mastery

When we are integrating our shadow into our conscious self, we go through a dark time of integrating our unseen parts of ourselves. This is when all of our deepest, darkest demons are triggered to the point that we cannot deny them anymore. This forces us to integrate and learn to live with them, experience them, and learn how to use them in healthy outlets.

Our Power is stored in the shadow. It is for this reason that those who seek power are seen as “shadow”. However, proper use of the shadow gives us full use of our Divine Power. Carl Jung says: “Until you make the unconscious conscious, it will direct your life and you will call it fate.” It is only when we have full awareness of our negative tendencies that we can truly move forward in our journeys, no longer self-sabotaging ourselves.

When we first start waking up, often there is a “Love and Light” time in our development, where we overcome our negative programming through positivity. However, we often make the mistake of suppressing, instead of integrating the shadow. This actually leads to a loss of power, because we are repressing the part of ourselves that is fearless! In this state, we must always run away from “negativity”, because we do not have our own power to help us stand in our truth.

There is no fear in being yourself, even if others view it as “shadow”. Of course, we always want to be gentle, kind, and loving, but aspects like Anger and Assertiveness are part of our strength. They keep us from being taken advantage of and to express our Sovereignty. The Dalai Lama says: “Anger… can be positive… when anger is motivated by compassion or as an impetus or a catalyst for a positive action.” This is exactly what it means to integrate the shadow and learn to use the power there for the Highest Good of All.

At first, like a child, integrating the shadow is really difficult. We do not know how to use our power and it comes out in grotesque and overwhelming ways. Love and accept yourself throughout this process. This calms the shadow, because it is being acknowledged. Then the shadow ceases to be the shadow, and it just becomes part of us.

When your shadow comes out:

1. Remove yourself from the situation.
2. Meditate and come back into your awareness.
3. Wait until you are calm and rational and decide how to resolve the situation
4. If you have said or done anything that is harmful to another, make an apology if possible, but either way, forgive yourself.

We are all Sovereign Beings and the more we step into our power, the more that these shadow elements come up. Being Sovereign means we also must forgive others, because we understand that EVERYONE has a shadow.

Note: Some shadow work may require a trained professional or a trusted friend. There is nothing to fear, but use compassion for yourself and others. My book, As Within, So Without, has some detailed exercises to working through the shadow.

4D Reflection : What You Are Not

In Alchemy, during 4D, we merge our opposites together. When we undergo a drastic shift within, it actually draws the polar opposite without so we can integrate our polarities into Oneness.

While there is the old axiom “As Above, So Below”, there is another mirror that is the reverse. During Shadow Mastery, our external reality often becomes a reflection of what we are not, rather than what we are. Through knowing what we are not, we have a deeper understanding of what we are.

Experiencing what we hate, dislike, and are frustrated with reveals much about us and our character. Through elimination, we discover more about ourselves by no longer allowing the external reality to direct our path. We realize that our consciousness is within and that the external does not always represent us. We learn discernment with the Heart and how to navigate through tumultuous waters that do not represent us.

These “reverse mirrors” are meant to be confusing on purpose to drive us deeper within ourselves. Though challenging while we are in it, much is gained from this process. We become rooted in what it feels like to follow the “wrong” path and become more sensitive to the consciousness within us. It is a refinement of our inner guidance system and part of coming into Unity Consciousness to fully integrate our Shadows into the Light of Awareness.

There is nothing to worry about as the collective begins their Shadow Integration. It is necessary, but difficult, to become self-aware. Personally, when I hit rock bottom, I discovered my inner dragon that is invincible. Without the fall, I would have never found my Self. There are plenty of masters in place to assist the collective in this time. If you have already done this work, you will be stepping out into the spotlight more and more to guide others back to their own Inner Light.

Love, Wisdom, and Power
–March 2, 2018